Perfect. 

lappy has repaired & iym back alive in blogging.

Saturday -

kakak has pLanned to go sunten with me at sentosa that morning. She woke me up at seven-twenty-nine. I was waiting for her & i was acLeep at the sofa whiLe watching tv. I was awake by her noise and we went out from the house. Nak katerkan boring gy sane ,memangLa boring because it totaLLy reminds me of 'someone'. WaLked away at about two plus and meet up with ibu at her office. Kakak and i was sound acLeep. Was awaken ,then ibu found out a box of cig at kakak's bag. Ibu was not angry but advicing. BasicaLLy ,ibu knows that i smoke. Whatever. After that go makan at harbourfront. Someone in the malay staLL kept looking at me. Kay wait , kaLau muke hansome takperh. Sorry iym not interested. Looked away ,ayah came. Ayah was nagging to himseLf. Datanq makan jer luh ,nagnag fr whartt. Go vivo ,look around-se camera's and ibu promised me to buy me a camera for my ownself because i have duties going on in schooL. Kay best ,dah dapat camera bigbig nie dasar itu memang miLik aqu sorang sahaje. After that bussed home. I went to Woodlands to meet Arian Benjamin for the night. Rot at his friends house ,drink-drank-drunk. aLL of his friends were drunk but nortt so. Arian Benjamin talked abouT his ex and admire. My eyes were cLeepy looking at hym it seems lyke i saw two person in hym. Ass you Arian~ laughed,joke was what we did. Arian heLp me up and we went home. I shouLd thanked Erwinn Lim Baba for the dae =))

Train home at eLeven thirty .

*roLLing eyes & waLked away*

I was nortt myseLf that night. Everything was gone because i was down. I was waiting for you the whoLe night but you doesnt appeared. You appeared after aLL this happened. Depression i guess? I cried ,cried,cried the whoLe night thinking of you. I stiLL cant get over it bodoh's. Reached home at tweLve fiftheen. Had my bathed and on lappy. Texted Arian Benjamin and otp with Harisscooby tiLL morning five. I was so cLeepy tiLL the next morning ibu woke me up to accompany her go market at Gombak. Longgar sekejaps aqu pagyy tadyy . Had my bath then keLuar rumah. Ibu said i pemaLas. Ehh dah bagus tau aku ikot kau py pasar mommy^^

aLways not lazy to foLLow mommy. Zaaap zuuuup zaaaaaap sampai rumah teros tido. Bangun pukoL due lebih petang. On lappy tiLL now beLom tutop. Waaah biLL meLambong mamposs uhh. Hahahas.

Ever since , i waited for your msg love. You have not texted me tiLL now. I canT forget you dumb ass. The ups & downs we have gone thru pass 1year1months , canT you stiLL love me back for what ive done? You did that & i was angry,doesnT you know how it feeLs lyke when you wanted us to be incompLete. I just dont understand you. I shouLd say , saturday night with Arian Benjamin was awesome. I get to shared everything that i kept inside my mind now,yesterday & everyday. Please come back :'((