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LYANNALEE
I’m really afraid to feel happy because people change , feelings change , feelings fade , and people get hurt .
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About Me 
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Nurudeen Jah' Rakal ♥  “Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love. Anyway, it fell through because they ran out of girls. That was when I learned not to waste your time getting your hopes up or to believe something until it actually happens. I think boy , i put too much high hopes on you which makes me crazy into love with you. Ohyes , you deserve someone like her which makes you better. Now i think far , " No Boyfriend, No Problem" easy come and easy go. There's no need a rush into love. Single, but you're welcome to change that. So I'm single, with no intention of looking for a guy. This time, I'm letting the guy find me. I am obviously are a very attractive girl with no confidence in myself. Guys get attracted to looks and beauty but what really keeps them interested is charm and self confidence. Ask yourself why your self esteem is so low that you fear people losing interest in you if they get close to you. Your not having a relationship when you are as cute as you are is simply a matter of lack of emotional readiness, or else, something has happened to you in your life which has made you very afraid of getting closer to people. Oh, and stop looking at your friends and what they have. Everyone gets emotionally ready for a relationship at different times. Lets not look back. NO MORE REGRETS ,JUST DREAM. |
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