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LYANNALEE
I’m really afraid to feel happy because people change , feelings change , feelings fade , and people get hurt .
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About Me 
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Nurudeen Jah' Rakal ♥  Love , im sorry if i cant help you that much . I know its been hard for you nowadays . I feel you bhy. I know its stressful. I wanted to but i just cant help when it comes to this . I try hard already bhy , honestly i try hard enough for you. You told me to do that and this , i wanted to bhy . You belum tau mummy dengan daddy punye perangai . Sometimes they can be nice to me but they can be rough to me too . Im sorry if sometimes i make you pissed off . Selalu i cari kemarahan orang , im sorry . Even though we argue alot , you are still in my heart . Bukan nak tunjuk perangai i dekat you but you know , im having my pms so sometimes the things you said to me too also make me pissed off with you but i try not to . I guess it's my insecurities acting up . I hate to see you selling off your own stuffs than my stuffs . Especially your handphones . I really dont likey but what to do , you have to . Its because seeing you selling your own stuffs seems to be so pitied. Something really precious to you and you sell it . How stupid can that be /: I know its stupid but you have to , betol tak ? Meeting you justnow frawhile seeing your chronic face seems to be so sad to me . Its like you collecting loans from me . Damn . Why is my Boyfriend feeling this way ? Why do he do things without thinking first ? I pitied him . I dontwant my Boyfriend to get into any trouble . I love him and i dont want anything happened to him . Please Boyfriend , learn from your mistakes okay ? Learn it from now . Once its settle , dont repeat it again okay. You know i care for you , thats why im letting out all in here . I miss you , yes i miss you . Its like my last kiss to you justnow , sadgirl@hotmail.com seyy . School has been sucky bhy , seriously sucky bhy . I dont want to go to school anymore , can i ? I hope so . I wanna be like you sitting at home doing nothing . If can , work . Ive been not active during my maths or either my whole lessons anymore . Mostly ive been sleeping in class like piggy pig . How bad ? Since when i wanna learn to be awake and buck up to study ? ): Sampai Mother Tongue teacher had this conversation with me justnow . Friends woke me up . I stood up and stare at teacher . - Awak asyik ngantok jer ? kerje malam ker ? Ohh tidak la cikgu . sayer cumer tido lambat . - Asal tido lambat ? Tak tahu . - Asal tak tahu ? Entah cikgu . - Asal entah ? I get annoyed easily . Then he said whether i have a daughter or son at home . He talk to me so softly till i cannot hear then i answered YES ! he was shocked sia . - AWAK JAGE ANAK AWAK DEKAT RUMAH ?! Sumpah aku teros terpekik kejap . I said ehh BUKAN ! hahahahaha . Funnay la kau cikgu . Imagine when Maths teacher asked you to do Maths Sums and you started holding your calculator and lie on the desk. Tetibe kau tertido . Cikgu pekik maha pekik sia dekat aku semalam . Terbangun siol aku . Ah ah siol . Sleep all day , no study macam mane nak pandai ? Bodoh. Okay bai ~ |
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