Those long late night phones calls when you said youre upset and i've changed. Talking about the old times and saying “What if..” Talking about everything making me miss him even more? Remember all those times when I wanted something. It was you . Everything around me makes me miss you even more. I miss cuddling around under your cute cute armpit , cuddling you tight on bed while kissing you . You've have been always make my day , Boyfriend but now it seems to be drifted . Missed you today as always feel. I miss me, miss you, miss us, miss my happiness, your smile, your life. Today more than ever missed you. Lack of your eyes, missing my eyes on yours. Lack of his eyes, lack of joy in my eyes. Today I felt that I need you, I felt his falta. Falta hearing "my love", to be missing his love. Failure to have to talk to, miss having you with me! I miss you, miss you, miss your warmth, your sure miss, miss you, my love. I missed hearing that you love her. Miss my only certainty, miss you my wonderboy who i used to called you that , my love .   So it’s not going to be easy. It’s going to be really hard. We’re gonna have to work at this everyday but i want to do that because i want you. I want all of you, forever, everyday. You and me everyday . Who would I be without you ?

I had a dream about you last night. i woke up missing you as always. but, it didn’t last too long. i miss your presence, but not really your love. in the past your love was great. it was something beautiful that we shared. i won’t ever forget what it feels like to share the love that we shared at one point in time, and besides all the heartbreak, it was all worth it. every second we spent in love with one another was worth it. i would not trade it for anything else. i do not regret any of it.

now i know how it should feel to be in love. you showed me and i would not of wanted to first experience this with anyone else.

some things just don’t work out. there are not any specific reasons why, but it just happens this way. i’ve questioned it as much as i possibly can and there are no answers. its just how life works sometimes. just got to roll with the punches and see where you end up.

no matter what happens, if we can stay friends, end up more than just friends, or go our separate ways, i will never forget our love. thank you so much for giving me some of my best memories that i will cherish for the rest of my life. I really really hope that i can make it to meet you on this Saturday and so do this Friday . Like you have said , you wanna spend the time with me again . Yes i do want . I just missed you terribly . I love you , Sparksy <3 <3 <3