So I guess everything’s meant to be broken at some point. I love you Boyfriend .

Play fair. Don’t hit people. Say you’re sorry when you hurt somebody. I felt ashamed for what I had done. I don’t have any excuses. I did what I did. I take full responsibility for myself and my actions. I wouldn’t pawn this off on anybody. I’m sorry it happened. And I hurt you. Baby , im sorry for making you angry and pissed off with me this few days. Im sorry for being a lousy girlfriend. I'll make it up for it , i promise. I'll force myself to learn from my mistakes . I promise i will . This is not another sweet lines or excuses , I will but something inside me is just too stubborn and make me repeat the same mistakes over and over again . I physically force myself not to do so. I love you too much . I cant bare these snitty feelings, the guilt , the frustration and the agony.

You know when youre feeling down , you may start to compare your situation with that of your friends who all happen to be in relationship at which point it can be hard to remember the good points of being alone but they are still there. True ? Yes its true . Try it . I keep msging Babygirl because of this. She always asked me why i always look sad ? Its because , im always at fault. You know im not that great , why must everything blame on me. Okay true if i make mistakes ,but i apologised. Im bored with my life rightnow . FML :| due to last Saturday when aku jejak Town . Everything seems to be down. Everything seems to be nothing. Everything seems to be spoilt till i walk from Town early. I reached BukitPanjang area at around 9.10pm . Never did i forget , i went home then go down back to meet my Epic CuZZin at our makcik house. Thanks for being there for me cuZZin . You brighten up my day after those saddy saddy mood . Makcik Nonny keep asking me , kau asyik keluar je dengan cuZZin . Like yes , cuZZin always been there and understands me . Ohyes , i went home at 4.30am . Saw kakak still not home yet but saw her somewhere at Bpp Posb Bank . Balik , never sleep till 6am then bed is calling me. Siak siak ~ Now my eyebag was so big already . What a round round big eyes. Nbcb , hate this . Tomorrow schooling . Nomore holiday la Lyanna. Sodeeeeeeh )':

Kimak , sitting alone at home was bored . But nevermind , later going to meet cuZZin at Mummy's Workplace. Rot there instead of going out. Mummy suroh pergi tempat keje die. Ar sial !

Perot ajak fight sekarang , amacam ? Aku lapar ):