Yeah I miss you. I miss us. I miss having you to talk to whenever I wanted. But I know I have to move on, because this is pointless. The day you learn how not to cry is the day you learn to hate. But i hate crying . Crying all night , crying my hearts out , crying for everything which i think its pointless .There’s no need to rush. If something’s meant to be, it’ll happen, in the right time, with the right person, and for the best reason.
Today , I fuckin hate this shit called CRYING. And crying for you is not funny at all. Today , i dont feel good at all . Staring at my friends , feeling so ohh like crying infront of them but i know no use. I have to be strong . Swollen eyes , i hate it /: I didnt sleep at all yesterday. Ex-boyfriend texted me . How much i miss his long text msges but end up , i cant answer all of his questions because in the meantime , i've no mood to talk about it. I'll just say my last Goodbye --" Today meeting closed friend at Yew Tee. Thanks for cheering me up (':