Your happiness relies on your thoughts. Think positive and you will be positive about everything. Silence is a girl's loudest cry . You can always tell she's really hurt when she starts ignoring you. This is how im feeling right now . I wish I could tell you all of this, but I just can’t. I can’t talk to you right now. It’s best for both of us if we don’t communicate anymore. I need to get over you. I want to get over you. But a part of me still has hope.. and I hate that. Because I know how unrealistic and stupid it sounds. I still want you. I’m trying to be positive about being able to get over you and move on with my life, but deep down, I’m truly positive about the fact that I will never, ever get over you.

I’m sorry. Yeah, I’ll admit it. I miss you, a ton.

This is Day 03 of me waking up, checking my phone, and not seeing anything from you. I used to love waking up because I would almost always have at least one unread text from you. Those texts always made me smile. No matter what they were. Usually just apologies for falling asleep while we were conversing the night before, but it didn’t matter. I would wake up, check my phone, and instantly start my day on an amazing note because you were on my mind. I’m beginning to miss that.The worst pain for a female is when she smiles, just to keep the tears from falling, and sleeps, just so she doesn’t have to think about it.  I have to get rid of everything . Im sick of everything . Sick of getting hurt inside . Amazing , i fell sick today and doctor gave me two days of MC . love it ~ Thanks mummy for accompanying me to the Poly . And thank you so much to cousin aku yang paling aku gemari dan sayangi , yang always will be there for me . I love you okay pundek , terime kasih amik aku dary Poly tadi due to Mummy kene go work straight after that . Pelokciompelok kau , sayang kau <3<3