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LYANNALEE
I’m really afraid to feel happy because people change , feelings change , feelings fade , and people get hurt .
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About Me 
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Nurudeen Jah' Rakal ♥  Dear you, I’m trying to be more positive.. I really want things to work. This is crazy. I have never felt like this with anyone before. I’m always afraid of getting hurt. I met you & I knew you were something different, I told myself that I wasn’t going to fall.. but I did. But I’m happy I did, look where we are now. Even though we're not like how we used to be , I feel complete. I still have hope. Even though late nights like these make me think about giving up, something tells me to keep going. I told you i'll be patience because I know how hard things are right now .I think its you probably the main reason. I promised you that things would get better & I know they are. I know it’s hard because we don’t go to the same schools. But what good would that do me? What if you don’t want to be like how we used to be then what we are right now then I’d just go to school & have to walk by you & just get broken every time I see your face.Just let me prove you wrong & when I do what happens? Will that prove to you that it was meant to be? What’s going to make you say, “Be mine?” Will you ever say those words to me? Or am I just a ‘booty call’, am I just ‘the hook up’ for the summer. Please, don’t be that. I don’t know what I’d do. You don’t know what you’ve done to me already. If something happens where you don’t want there to be an ‘us’, I’ll be prepared because my life always seems to be full of disappointing things. I just hope you’re not one of them. There's nothing wrong in making mistakes .What's wrong is letting it STAY as a mistake WITHOUT the effort of MAKING IT RIGHT. I dont want to let go of guys which make the guy thinks that i love using guys . I want to prove that im much more better than them and prove that i'll be patience in everything . But wait ! I can easily lost hope in guys like real soon . So please , think about it Boy . |
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