I wonder why , why ex do such thing to me which i think i really didn't do anything wrong. Flaws around about me to others , am i that really bad that you have to tell others about me till everyone looks down on me ? Everywhere i go now , everyone seems to know me. I wonder why . Sometimes flashing back to my past , looking into our photos , it hurts me a lot . The incident which reminds me on 9 August 2011 , it was bad . Wanted to spend my very good day on it but it turns upside down . I have to spend my time arguing and settling matters . If i looked you in the eye right now and i was forced to talk to you even though i am taken by someone else you know deep down inside , i probably say i love you . But now , no . I were to talk to you right in your eyes and settle those matters with you . I cant face you but i have to . Everyone is finding me because of this shits . Even , i get hurt on that very day on Singapore's Birthday . Hard slap infront of many people at Marina , was it worth ? Why didn't you think of beating me up infront of the others ? Mak aku tak perna sepak aku walaupun aku buat salah . Die tahu aku dah besar dan pandai jage diri but someone else slapped me . I feeeel hurt . Sanggup melihat aku begini ? Aku rase ex ex aku yang lain tak penah nak buat aku macam gini tapi dorang dapat rase . Even if i were to get back all those , i'll be waiting . 

Thanks Gegerl for being there for me . Youknow when i hugged you , everything in me suddenly starts to think and flashback to my old past relationships. I didn't know if ex ex kau yang lain penah kene macam gini . I hope i was the first one to get all these. People saw , people wanted to help but unsuccessful . Crying all night thinking , going to school thinking back . Cry cry cry because it hurts a lot to see me in this situation although i was already taken by someone else. I cry hard when i hug my friends because i really want to let go off those sad and hurt feelings . I really do </3

Kau tak pernah terpikir yang aku ni ex kau .