Things happened just a few seconds and minutes after breaking fast with girlfriend at Far East . What a hard day. I didn't expect things will get worse and cock up but i'm sorry. Things get even worse after that . Didn't spend that very moment with my girlfriend but getting hurt inside my very deep heart . Getting scoldings at geylang , pull , mad and so . I've always wondered what you did to me is the same as what you treat towards your ex girlfriends . You won't know the hurt feeling of a girl when they get those fights. Have you ever think i am your girlfriend ? I pretend to be okay but actually i'm not . Baby girl and girlfriend has been so caring towards me . They care and worried about me yesterday . Sorry to make those plans cock-up , sorry to make plans worse , sorry to make you two worried because of me. This time i promised it wont happened again. This time again i promised we wont meet anyone but to spend time together. Irahbaby , i know you were avoiding and mad at me yesterday . You don't have to hide all your feelings behind it. I have known you about , 2 years plus ? And i know you that well . You don't have to lie to me about you're sleepy in the train ? You were crying because of me . True tak ? Im sorry baby . I hope your very superlong msg will work for me. Once again , i am sorry irahbaby. 

Babygirl , im super sorry . You feel me today . Setaruk mataer kau yang ade tattoo tu pon , tak seteruk mataer aku. Please takecare of him and you know in the first place i told you , he is a very good guy indeed.